literature

All I see is Red

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Seconds turn to minutes
as I lie awake in bed
I'm laying in the darkness
but all I see is red

I turn my light on now
and hold the scissors near
trying to stop the dire need
trying to face my fear

I take a few deep breaths
and slowly count to ten
hoping I can put them down
and get to sleep again

tears run down my face
the pleas die in my head
my desire for physical pain
is calling to be fed

I move the scissors slowly
place them gently on my wrist
and as the blade bites down
I'm slowly filled with bliss

tears dry quickly now
a smile forms on my face
sadness slowly leaves
happiness takes its place
This was written due to new .. I don't know what to call it really. adventures? I don't know, but here it is!

Made a couple of my friends cry :$ sorry about that.

hope you guys like it.

Honorable mention to one of my besties.. she helped with one line :D
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shadow13121's avatar
I Absouloutley Loved it !!!!!!!