Water filled grave

I relax, slowing my heartbeat as i sink,
Deeper into the water, slowly.
Till my head is deep under..
And i feel really free.

I take a deep breath
Water rushes in
I smile peacefully
As i commit the final sin

I dont remember much
My vision slowly dying
And even though i was underwater
I remember myself crying

And finally its over
I remember just seeing black
Until my brother knocked on the door
Bringing my quickly back.

I had my taste of death
And i regret it pretty bad
Because if i had really died
I know my family'd be sad.

So i made a promise with a friend
To always stay alive
Until my natural time of death
Really does arrive.