Pain Pain...Go away...Pain, pain, go away... Broken hearts and aching souls.. My oh my! Life sucks.
UntitledYou never fail to disappointWith every single lieI don't know what to believeyou only make me sighYou make my life difficultYou always make me madBut somehow you always get to meWhich always makes me sadFor some strange reason I can't get overHow you make me feeland whenever I talk to youIt's hard to believe you're realBut of course you're really hereAlong with all this painAnd the suffering that comes from being in loveThe thing that always drives me insane
All I see is RedSeconds turn to minutesas I lie awake in bedI'm laying in the darknessbut all I see is redI turn my light on nowand hold the scissors neartrying to stop the dire needtrying to face my fearI take a few deep breathsand slowly count to tenhoping I can put them downand get to sleep againtears run down my facethe pleas die in my headmy desire for physical painis calling to be fedI move the scissors slowlyplace them gently on my wristand as the blade bites downI'm slowly filled with blisstears dry quickly nowa smile forms on my facesadness slowly leaveshappiness takes its place