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Seconds turn to minutes
as I lie awake in bed
I'm laying in the darkness
but all I see is red
I turn my light on now
and hold the scissors near
trying to stop the dire need
trying to face my fear
I take a few deep breaths
and slowly count to ten
hoping I can put them down
and get to sleep again
tears run down my face
the pleas die in my head
my desire for physical pain
is calling to be fed
I move the scissors slowly
place them gently on my wrist
and as the blade bites down
I'm slowly filled with bliss
tears dry quickly now
a smile forms on my face
sadness slowly leaves
happiness takes its place
as I lie awake in bed
I'm laying in the darkness
but all I see is red
I turn my light on now
and hold the scissors near
trying to stop the dire need
trying to face my fear
I take a few deep breaths
and slowly count to ten
hoping I can put them down
and get to sleep again
tears run down my face
the pleas die in my head
my desire for physical pain
is calling to be fed
I move the scissors slowly
place them gently on my wrist
and as the blade bites down
I'm slowly filled with bliss
tears dry quickly now
a smile forms on my face
sadness slowly leaves
happiness takes its place
Literature
Seeing Red
Silence
Eerie yet
Beautiful
Silence.
The clouds are around me
I can touch them
Pillers of smoke
Reaching up into
The stars
Heaven
There's no-one here
There's nothing here
Not a sound
Not even a whisper
No living thing
It's all white,
The most delicate
White
I never thought I'd make it
But I'm here now
Just me
And the clouds
As far as the eye
can see.
I'm so sleepy
So cosy
So warm
I glance up
There's something coming
I sit up from my soft blanket
of smoke
Something red
It's not right
Upsetting the balance
Closer
and closer
I yell for it to stop
My shout echoes in the space
But it keeps on coming
fas
Literature
What do you see?
When you look into my eyes
What do you see?
When you speak my name
When you pull me close
Are you really that broken?
So you no longer feel the love I give
The affection I show
Or the hope my eyes try to be
Come over here now
Stop hiding
Tell me your truth
Show me those tears
And I'll tell you my truth
Show you my fears
I'll tell you about a girl
A girl who found hope in the most hopeless boy
Let me wipe the dripping sorrow of your cheeks
as I figure out what you need right now
Let me be the first person ever to be there for you
I'll tell you this story,
I'm sure you will appreciate it
the girl is cute and boy so strong
Literature
One Less
Would you love me anymore
If I were beautiful
Smarter
More graceful
Skinnier
More like her
Or her
Or her
Or her
If I were someone other than me
Would you care about me
Love me like you love her
Take away ten
Or twenty
Or thirty pounds
It wont matter
I will always be just me
My own idea of perfection
God's vision
If I was someone else
There would be no me
There would be one less
Artist
One less athlete
Loving
Sarcastic
Careful
Introverted
Brown haired
Brown-eyed
Self-conscience
Creative girl
One less
Me
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This was written due to new .. I don't know what to call it really. adventures? I don't know, but here it is!
Made a couple of my friends cry :$ sorry about that.
hope you guys like it.
Honorable mention to one of my besties.. she helped with one line
Made a couple of my friends cry :$ sorry about that.
hope you guys like it.
Honorable mention to one of my besties.. she helped with one line
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I Absouloutley Loved it !!!!!!!