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Overrated
I know you're not into me
Like I'm into you
but what can I do
I try to move on
but you play our song
And everything feels wrong
I don't know how
But everything you say
Is part of a game you play
I don't wanna play anymore
My feelings are sore
So I try to show you the door
But you're not gone long
You come right back
And everything feels whack
As you play your game
But now nothings the same
Because you can't make me feel the shame
That I felt before
I've learned your tricks
Won't get caught up in your mix
I'm learning to stay strong
Learning how to move on
Now it won't be long
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Literature
Darkest Powers : chapter 12
Chapter 12
Chloe’s POV
I wake up in the morning and look around the room, I don’t see Sean anywhere. I lie back down and try to decide if last night was real; it felt real, and I can still taste the burnt tea in my mouth from the cigarette. When I hear Tori moan in her sleep beside me I take the pillow out from under her head and hit her in the face with it. She wakes up with a mini shriek and glares up at me, taking the pillow and hitting me in the face with it. I take my own pillow and smack her in the side. She sits up this time, an evil grin on her face as she takes aim, but her pillow is snatched from her hands and before she can react she’s being hit over the head with it. A grinning Simon stands above her, on the other side of the bed. I laugh and throw my pillow at his gut; he throws his body back, landing on the other bed and groans. This in turn wakes up Derek, who looks around for whatever landed on him and disturbed his sleep, he takes Simon’s pillow
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Literature
Darkest Powers : Chapter 11
Chapter 11
Andrew’s POV
“So where have you been Sean? I missed you.” I whisper, keeping my voice down so as not to wake the sleeping around me, especially Tori who is nestled against my chest. I looked up,
“I’ve been around.” He looks at me, “I’m here now. That’s what counts.. Look man I’m really tired, let’s get some sleep..” he rubs his hand over his mouth and turns away, laying down on the cot he was sitting on. I sigh and lay down, pulling Tori down gently with me.  
Kaitlyn’s POV
I wake up and it takes a few blinks for me to see anything. Once my eyes adjust to the bright room, I recognize it immediately and jump to my feet, looking around for an exit.
“Going somewhere, 2301? Or should I call you by your preferred name? Kaitlyn, I believe you go by.” A voice I recognize all too well breaks the absolute silence in the room. I cringe and turn, not wanting to see the face it belongs to but
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Literature
Judge
Because everything I do I know you'll judge, so how do I be myself
Scared to even meet your eye, in case you point out something else
First I’m doing this wrong, quickly followed by that too
When I don’t match your ideals; you look at me like I’m a fool
You see the world a certain way, and you are always right
Anyone who sees it differently, isn't worth your time
And if you give them the quickest of a second, it’s only to say
They need to fix how they do this, because it’s not your way
Though you don’t see how you could be wrong, it’s obvious to say the least
To everyone you terrorize, with your endless pleas
Maybe pleas is too polite a word, demands matches you more
One command follows another, followed further by an order
The worst part is yet to be said, and it pains me to explain
You’re someone I once looked up to, but now you’re destroying your fame
With all your silly rules, about how to do this or that
You lose the people aro
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Literature
Waiting Room- Dedicated to Gina Bojarzin 1937-2014
Dedicated to Georgina Bojarzin 1937-2014
I don't believe in a heaven
But I do believe in a waiting room
Its a place all our loved ones go
And where we'll meet them soon
Its a place where they can relax
A place where they can watch over
The loved ones they left behind
A place for them to find closure
Its a place where we all go
To wait for the ones we love
Its a place where all our worries
We are officially free of
So to all those we have lost
Fear not because soon we shall see
And once again together
Forever we shall be
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Literature
Ode to the Ex
You’re the memory I can’t get rid of
The sickness that keeps me down
The thought that’s always there
Even though you’re not around
You’re the reason I space out
Or post those cheesey quotes
Not just in body but in mind
You don’t feel very close
We worked so well together
We used to be ideal
It’s hard to even imagine
That those days were  once real
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Literature
Scribbles
You remind me of a thought
Hastily scribbled on a piece
Of blank paper
Not quite complete
But with so much potential
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Literature
Not Sick
     “There’s nothing wrong with me!” you shout desperately, pulling your fists up to your face and pulling at your bangs in frustration.  
    “Of course there isn’t, no one said that. You’re just sick, that’s all.” She says, her voice echoing as the words you don’t want to hear are repeated. sick. Sick. SICK. SICK. They keep telling you that word, as if it’s normal—as if it means things can be normal. But no one will treat you like you’re normal.
    “I’m not sick either. There is nothing wrong with me! And stop treating me like I’m a child!” Her patronizing tone is starting to get on your nerves and you try to walk away but her voice follows after you. Never ending.
    “There’s nothing wrong with being sick,” she pauses, hesitating before c
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Rusty Memories
It doesn’t feel real, the truth has not yet hit.  Memories are rushing through my head as I walk, stumbling along the once well-trodden pathway to the barn.  The barn, more memories assault me as I repeat those two words in my head; so simple, yet so full of meaning.  I reach the end of the path, it’s been so long since anyone has come here that the barn is still a ways off.  Pausing, I look around myself; nothing stands out to me anymore.  The colors, which once popped with radiance all fade into one gray blur.  The barn is about twenty paces away, but the distance seems greater as I gaze at it.  It almost seems to be moving further from me as I stand, rooted to the ground and unwilling to move further.  
I take a breath and take a step further, followed by another step and one more and suddenly I’m running. I don’t stop even as the overgrown weeds catch my ankles.  I stumble and trip, almost falling a couple of time
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Literature
Mutatio
I sleep through my alarm as I do most days, dozing until mid-afternoon when the sun and the sound of traffic force me awake.  I sit up in bed, looking around my modest apartment in disgust—I really needed to tidy up.  The dishes building up on my bedside table are starting to smell, drawing bugs to my room.  My clothing is spread around my floor in a strategic way that allows me to avoid stepping on the cold floor until I have my socks on.  I spy a laundry basket in the corner of my room and consider cleaning up before I head out today, deciding against it as I was already running late.  I try to pretend I don’t mind waking up, that I can’t wait to start my day—a trick my hippy ex-girlfriend taught me.  As usual, it doesn’t work.  I lie down again and force myself to roll to the end of my bed. I grab my favorite faded jeans and worn plaid shirt from the floor, bringing them to my face in hopes that they don’t smell
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Literature
Love
Your love never ends, it expands.
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Literature
The Way She Is
The curve of her back, her slender neck
Her collarbones or her hips
Her graceful hands, her fair skin
But nothing beats her lips
The way she smiles, the sound of her laugh
Or the better yet when she’s unaware,
Take it all in, don’t miss this chance
Don’t be afraid to stare
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Literature
Come Find Me
“Now turn around and count to 100.. no peeking!” I laugh and turn around, closing my eyes and slowly counting to 100 like my girlfriend asked. “97..98..99..100!” I hear a splash as I finish counting and when I turn around I see a note that says “Come find me” in her spirally letters. I smile and turn my attention to the staircase that I was standing at the top of, it leads directly into the water and the last couple of steps are submerged.  Three steps from the bottom I see my girlfriend’s clothes folded neatly in a pile and another splash of water catches my attention, this time it’s further out. I shove the note in my pocket and I’m already half undressed as I rush to the bottom of the stairs, folding my clothes quickly before jumping into the water. It’s cold I think as I sink, opening my eyes and waiting for the blurriness to go away; once it does I look around me, searching for any trace of my girlfriend or any trail
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Literature
Inner Turmoil
Laughter fills the air
But I am dying inside
As I fight alone
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I know you're not into me
Like I'm into you
but what can I do
I try to move on
but you play our song
And everything feels wrong

I don't know how
But everything you say
Is part of a game you play
I don't wanna play anymore
My feelings are sore
So I try to show you the door

But you're not gone long
You come right back
And everything feels whack
As you play your game
But now nothings the same
Because you can't make me feel the shame

That I felt before
I've learned your tricks
Won't get caught up in your mix
I'm learning to stay strong
Learning how to move on
Now it won't be long
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Hi Deviantartists! My name is Laura Emily! I’ve been on Deviant Art for a while now and I’ve actually gotten a couple friends on it! I don’t really have much to say about myself, and I’m sure you don’t want to waste your time reading this, so I’ll try to make this quick. I turned 17 on September 5th 2013, I live in the GTA and I’m in grade 12. I love reading, fanfiction and original work so if you write anything you think I’ll be interested in feel free to leave a promo for it on my wall! That being said, I’m very picky when it comes to writing... I can’t stand grammatical mistakes and if they are a frequent in your writing I won’t continue reading however good the story line is. I’m interested in Slash, and I will list some of my favorite anime/manga, books and movies below. If you belong to a fandom or write fanfictions of one of the listed favorites, promo it on my wall and I’ll check it out. I write poetry about a wide variation of subjects so feel free to check out some of my work. I write a lot of prose, but I have yet to find a story line that has captured my full attention and that I've kept writing but you can get a taste of my writing from my gallery where I have posted a ton of book starts. I also take and post a lot of pictures of various subjects (myself, my friends and nature etc) so please feel free to check my photography out too.
I guess that is all, please take a look at my gallery and if you like what you see, favorite, watch or give me a llama badge! I’ll return the favor. :)

Current Residence: GTA
Favourite genre of music: Screamo; punk; country; pop
Personal Quote: Never give up, you never know when something will happen that will render you unable to finish.
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Hi there! How have you been?... I will not be here until about, 5:00 pm, for about 2 weeks. MIGHT be One week.
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I'm good, that's too bad! I'll talk to you then :)
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Thanks so much for the :+fav:!appreciate it!
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Thank you for the favourite ^-^ Have a llama :3
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